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Illusions
Don't sit up close at the ballet, it will spoil the illusion.
Created on 2005-12-13 12:53:55 (#9018967), last updated 2008-12-15
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| Name: | ajjha |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-02 |
| Location: | Beckley, West Virginia, United States |
I once had an online journal and, really, a life. I had joined an online community and became interested in writing fan fics. One day, on a whim, I wrote a quick chapter and posted it. From there, feedback became my drug. I wrote many things - long stories, short stories, strange stories - some good, some bad. My style evolved and I became more in tune with my writing. I started winning friends . . . . and then some awards (for the specific genre). Then it changed. Well, not specifically "it," but more me. One day I'm a married woman with a good job whose husband works out of state and allows plenty of time for my online life. The next day, I'm still a married woman with a good job whose husband works out of state but now I have an 18 month old to raise. How does that happen, you ask? Well, simple. A deadbeat mother leaves my nephew and brother-in-law without a word and that BIL needs my help to get his life back on track. Before I can think, I'm driving to Maryland and changing my life.
I wrote some, when I could but things would eventually change dramatically. Those online friends that I had soon dwindled to a couple and my writing became sparse. That 18 month old stole my heart and those of my family. He's now 4 and luckily for me, his father decided to move to West Virginia and now lives in my house as I help raise his child. Strange? Yes. But when you fall in love with a child, it doesn't ever end.
I've slowly started to write again. Sometimes it's difficult while others it flows like a river. I still revert back to my old genre though I sometimes find inspiration lacking there. However, I want to write. I want that outlet. I want that momentary lapse into someone else's world . . . . and I guess, I kind of want that drug back.
I wrote some, when I could but things would eventually change dramatically. Those online friends that I had soon dwindled to a couple and my writing became sparse. That 18 month old stole my heart and those of my family. He's now 4 and luckily for me, his father decided to move to West Virginia and now lives in my house as I help raise his child. Strange? Yes. But when you fall in love with a child, it doesn't ever end.
I've slowly started to write again. Sometimes it's difficult while others it flows like a river. I still revert back to my old genre though I sometimes find inspiration lacking there. However, I want to write. I want that outlet. I want that momentary lapse into someone else's world . . . . and I guess, I kind of want that drug back.
Interests (51):
abraham lincoln, american history, american idol, apolo anton ohno, art, ashley judd, bode miller, brad paisley, britney spears, chad hedrick, chris daughtry, cillian murphy, colin farrell, college football, cooking, csi, daniel addair, daniel powter, elephants, eli manning, fanfiction, figure skating, general hosptial, grey's anatomy, ice cream, indianapolis colts, james blunt, joey cheek, kelly clarkson, kristen bell, levi kreis, music, nickelback, nsync, olympics, one life to live, one tree hill, rachel mcadams, reading, richard paul evans, ryan gosling, seth wescott, snowboarding, sugarland, swimming, trapt, traveling, veronica mars, west virginia mountaineers, without a trace, writing
External Services:
| ajjha@livejournal.com | ||
| marshfork95 | ||
| amanda_jha@yahoo.com | ||
| ajjha@hotmail.com | LJ Messenger Status: offline |
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